sleepy

damn right i'm fvckng sleepy -___-

if u asked me why...? i think i;m slept late last night after watched several anime -_- beside theres nothing i can do in here, well actually i have a lot works to finish it, but i think my comrades has finished it for me, then when the time near 4 clock they'll give me a rest of their job who couldnt they finished. srsly...so what i;m gonna do until afternoon....browsing...? fvkng shit i can olny open gmail in here. play games..? man ssrsly..? in here if u've rank u can play games if u dont have then just shit tight like a suspect of murderer scene wait for execution. mannnn i;m need sleeppppp,,,i;m need a time to close my eyes....oh goddddddddd,,,,

thats why i hate people with motto "time is money" srsly...? even u have a lot of time doesnt mean u can change it to money easyly without fvcking concentration.

ahhhhh thats right,  talk about that guy, is funny if u can talk in ur fvkng room and u 're coward-of-pussy cant say single word outside.....are u "kikomori"/"shut-in" people., i mean, yesterday all peoples in this building going to restaurant. of course,,,all damn people...and what the hell he doing, just sit nothing say single word...? srsly.? u became a pussy when the outside. damn men, u better check ur guts. if u guys asked me why i'm said this boring story and maybe u tought i'm not respect him as my superior. u wrong.,.,.."we salute the rank, not the man" u've better rank from me, and u act like people who doesnt high rank meanwhile when u're in ur room u act like ......ahh what i'm put it...god...? geez men -____-

almost 3 hours what i'm doing just yawn,,,yawn,,,yawn,,,and yawn,,,wth,,,,i'm fckng sleepy damn it. i need something to keep my eye open at least to distract my brain so i'll not feel sleepy for a while

screw u

kay,,,

well i'm gonna talk about this shit. and here the scenario

you're got paid for doing something, ex doing A, u cant do anything beside that. and theres time when done/finish/cleared/ or what ever,  with ur task in this case A. and theres nothing u can do, when u try doing another thing ex B, u'll get yelled, u'll get disband, u'll get fired. so what r u gonna do...? cmon man,,,we're human, we're not machine who can idle when we done with something, we breath, we see, we talk, we hear, we damn fucking live, and u're expecting we to standby,,,to idle...srsly..? damn even u paid me or doing nothing, nah,,,i dont want it.

shuck this place, fuck this place, hell this place.

^_^>

another 'blabering' *lol

hmmm,,,lets think, what topic i can 'blabering' here,,, :/

how talk about love...well actually not love, just like act of love.. *lol

have u ever see the movie scene, when there r two actress talk about their script and there one scene when the actress just starring each other and dont know what they must talk. u understand...? damn hell even my self cant understand what i'm saying *lol

well the point is, yesterday i tried finished my work, and suddenly one girl ( well if looking from age i cant say girl, maybe,.,,,woman :p ) she spoke to me, what i'm doing is just starring her face like idiot, almost 2 - 5 second she keep say my name. even my self dont know what i'm thinking right there. love...? nah, until i'm finish built my PC i'll never touch love *lol

time is money....?

"time is money" isn it...? if u see from this era,,what do you think...?

cmon, in this era u cant just rely on time, everything have their time, everything keep spining we must change our perspective about,,well u can said "motto" or "the way of life" or what ever. in this era, i think we must use "concentration is money" doesnt matter u have plenty time or few time, it uselles if u dont have concentration. everything will perfect if u work it with 100% of concentration, not time. in the past we need a time, like when we sent an letter ( in this era we can change it as email )

nah,,just blabering bla bla bla bla bla

hellyeah,,,,everydamn morning i;m struggle with a lot of peoples in train, and damn right that make my body so hurt. well, thats not the point, what i'm try to say is something about life. kay just make it quick.

what are you doing in your life,,,,? whats your purpose in your life..? theres smthng achievment or what...? every-damn-day every-damn-hour you just doing smthing over over and over again from A until u find damn A again.

u must create smthing new....? this is not about finding your self but creating your self, i know it's damn so hard it's not easy, if you look it again u'll know, u must bet smthing, i know, is risky but,,,thats a life, if you cant risk smtng...then u cant create ur self.