what are you doing in your life,,,,? whats your purpose in your life..? theres smthng achievment or what...? every-damn-day every-damn-hour you just doing smthing over over and over again from A until u find damn A again.
u must create smthing new....? this is not about finding your self but creating your self, i know it's damn so hard it's not easy, if you look it again u'll know, u must bet smthing, i know, is risky but,,,thats a life, if you cant risk smtng...then u cant create ur self.